when I grow up

I have a very full life-wonderful and sexy husband who I've been married to for 11 years, two beautiful and active little boys, a new home that I love, caring family, great friends, a nurturing church family, an amazing Savior and Lord...and yet there is still more that I want for my life. I think that the thing that is missing can be summed up in one word-purpose. I have a degree in psychology that is still being paid for though not used professionally in recent years. Currently I'm working as a church secretary. The work environment is wonderful, but it's not a job that leads anywhere. Most of the time I'm totally bored senseless. What I really want is to be creative for a living. I know that I have the skills, but I have yet to discover my niche. I enjoy doing so many things and actually do them quite well. It's difficult for me to really focus on one thing, figure out how to make money at it, and then run with it. My passions lie in both home decor and scrapbooking. I'd be happy working in either industry doing any number of things. Maybe I need to go back to school-but for what exactly? So, the question still looms..."What do I want to be when I grow up?" (and "What exactly does grown up mean anyway?") SERENITY NOW!!!